tlg dgr ckp ecah :(

u will never understand...
u love her but i love u....
how can u understand when
u love her n u dont understand
my feelings????

she's having a relationship with her
ex-boyfriend.....
i just dont want her 2 hurt ur
feelings....

its not that im jelous...
(although i am 50% jelous)....

ecah x nk hati abg b'kecai coz ecah
tau mcm mane rasenye.....
sbb ecah syg kan abg n abg ske dia...
abg pown same...

abg ske dia tp dia ske ex dia....
mcm x sakit aty lak....

ecah tau mcm mane rasenye.....
abg nie baek....ecah syg abg...
sbb 2 ecah x benarkan abg
'fall in love with her'.....
dia akan sakitkan aty abg coz
dia msh ade feeling kat ex dia...
siap gne 'ma @ pa' lg....
dia x nk ecah bg tau abg coz dia
pown x nk sakitkan aty abg....
tp dia da tau dia syg ex dia...
dia nk abg....
2 yg ecah geram.....
ecah x nk abg d'permainkan kay......
although she's nice....
i dont relly trust her....
please listen to me....
im not lying to you coz i
love u that i wont lie to u...

i miz you...

i miss yusof
i miss esyam
i miss syahid
i miss syafiq

why did u go???
why do we have to be
seperated???

poem 4 my addopted bro's....

as u left,u said ud be back,
and promised wed be 2gethar again.
vissions of the future
of all the fun times u had promised,filled my head
as we bid farewell.

come back,brother
dont' leave me alone in this world.
we're related by blood,
brothers n best fwens 4eva.
don't break that bond,
come back home to me.

ur face brightens my day,
n ur voice is music 2 me,
ur smile is a treasure,
n ur love n kindness r 4eva,
n i'll miss all that,while u r gone.

ur a friend god sent 2 me,
an angel who'd look after me.
heaven sent u,
so why r u leavin' me now?
our fun never seemed 2 end,
n our laughter filled the air.

come back,brother
don't leave me alone in this world.
we're related by blood,
brothers n best fwens 4eva.
don't break that bond,
come back home 2 me.

as time pasess by,
and memories fade away,
i'll find a way 2 keep u alive
n i'll hope 4ever,
someday u'll come home 2 me.

come back,brother
don't leave me alone in this world.
we're related by blood,
brothers n best fwens 4ever.
don't break that bond,
come home back 2 me.

ur my brother,
ur my fwen,
we're linked 2gether
n i'll always watch out 4 u,
coz i know u watch out 4 me,
no matter where u r.

come back,brother
don't leave me alone in this world.
we're related by blood,
brother n best fwen 4ever.
dont break that bond,
come home back 2 me.

a special poem 4 my dearest addopted brother whom i love....

dont ever 4get me ya.

what is this feeling???

sowi kalau sye wat awk marah...

its juz that i'll miz u when ur not
here n b'coz ur movin'....
i keep cryin' coz of u......

i try to 4get u.....
but i can't....
dont know why....
its juz so hard u know???

u dont understand my feelings....
no one will!!!!

i hate my life!!!

why cant i live in peace???

why cant i have a happy ending???

why can't i have true love from
someone i love???

i hate me!!!!!

i hate people who tells me what to
do!!!!

i hate love!!!! it hurts!!!!

although i hate syafiq.....
i cant hate him like
"I HATE U!!!"
why u ask????

i juz cant coz i hate him n i love him k...

dont ask me to getover him or
stop thinkin bout him!!!!

i wish u could hold my hand.....

i wish u could give me a kiss on
my cheeks....

i wish u would tell me u love me
although u dont....its just 4 making
me happy 4 once....

i wish u would hold me back n say
something....

when i cry in front of u...i wish
u would hug me....

but i guess its all just wishes....

u will never do all those thing right???

just promise me u will ask me 'how
r u doin' once in a while when u move...

pleaze promize...

1 more thing...

i want u to know i love u no matter
what....i can never 4get u with any
method....

this is special 4 syafiq...1 delima 2008

aq benci dri aq....
syafiq...aq x leh lpekan ko walaupun da
cbe...

x tau npe tp aq x leh lpekan ko.....
aq sowi kalau wat ko mrh waktu ko da
nk pinda tp aq cme sdey,marah.appy
n mcm2 lg sbb ko....

aq ingat nk dating stu ari sbgi adk n
abg angkat ngan ko n nk bg adiah ko
tp ko lbh rela ngan kwn2 ko sbb
ko da jnji...aq tau ko ni bkn seorg yg mgkir
jnji....

x pe la...
but i want u to know that i will never 4get u..
everever....

bye...4 ever
=( =(

nk g kew x nk????

pasal da kantoi...

aq x tau leh g x mggu nie...
tp aq da jnji ngan amy nk g...

cam ne nie????
girlz/guys....help me!!!

korang ade pendapat x????

tlg aq aw.....

amy ajak kteorg g Mc Donald
this week yg kat dpn tesco
seri alam...

tp sbb aq da wat hal...
maybe x leh g..

n nisha lak ajak g tgok wayang
next week...

cm ne ek????

tlg....i need help...

i'm so damn stupid....
urgh!!!

dia tgur aq????

pe sal ari ni tbe2 ad tgur aq hah???

plik btl lar dia nie....
hehehe...
jgn2 da ilang otak kat mne2
waktu ngah jln2 ngan anis...
haha...

wei....
nis....ko ktok kpale dia per???
aq rase baek bwk dia g hospital lorh....
hehe....

mmmm....

aq rase dia ade prob ngan anis la...
tp pe ek???
cian dia...
hehe